♥ today is worlds better. sometimes you just need to be completely irrational and while i feel like a jackass i’m pretty unapologetic for it. 

i had an exam this morning that i figure i got anywhere from 70-80 on so that’s good. especially since i know i got nearly all of the scantron questions right and the written answer ended up being about 6 pages which is good since the guy next to me wrote… one page. i felt so bad for him cause he’s a really sweet guy. if i could have given him my answers i would have. 

other than that i had my meeting with my german history prof re: paper proposal. she’s excited for my paper and so am i. it’s on german counter culture during WWII. so groups like the Swing Kids and then independent efforts like that of Otto and Elise Hampel. I’m excited for this, genuinely excited.

Also - SPRING BREAK BITCHES! 

♥ this little girl needs glasses, and right now she has her (nearsighted) eyes on some Prada TIFFANY’S & CO. frames. 

tonight is a stay in bed and watch Sense & Sensibility night. then the type of crying that comes from watching a sad part in a movie… and then just continuing to cry because now you’re sad about life.

that’ll do pig, that’ll do. 

alright guys - i figure if i put this out there that i’ll make it happen. i’m shaming myself right now. 

i’ve decided that i need to stop smoking. i need to lose weight. and i need to be healthier. 

i’m always sick - ALWAYS sick. how i’m living right now is just not conducive to me being healthy or attractive lol. i want to be super hot. let’s face it, that’s my primary motivation. that’s not a bad thing, really. i do damn well with what i’ve got and i want to make it better. 

so to recap: NO MORE SMOKES AFTER THIS PACK. more water, less food. vitamins, and everything else like that. 

i went for an hour walk (it’s a start, right?!)